Monday, July 6, 2009

Sad:(

I probably shouldn't be posting this, but I'm going to. For some reason I'm sad today. I don't know if it's because everything that needed to get done is almost done, and now I have time to think or what?!?!?!? But I really need to STOP it. I haven't cried for a week and a day (until today) and I thought I was going to be fine. I will be fine, it's just quite an adjustment. My family is coming this weekend and I'M SO EXCITED, but I'm already dreading them leaving before they have even arrived, HOW LAME? Anyways, that's enough. I have to stop now.

8 comments:

jenbulkley said...

Its ok. See? Now you can be excited for family to visit. It gives you something to look forward to. I will be there soon! Then we can plan things Hang in there!

Kim said...

I would tell you that YES, you should try not to think about it....but who can really turn off their mind. I was sad for a while....but my main problem was the distance. I try not to think that if Brett had gotten accepted to Vegas or california, I could drive home if I was desperate. UGH...it still drives me insane!! Good luck.

Erin said...

Thanks guys! Ironically, we just went to the pool and ran into some ward members. She invited me to go on a hike tomorrow morning. Ammon met some friends too. It's amazing how the Lord watches out for us. Oh, she lives really close to me and she's a stay at home mom with 3 kids. Gotta Love It! I'm feeling better.

Williams Family said...

O my I can't beleive that you guys are there. I love your house it is so beautiful how fun to make it yours Well it is ok that you cry you are prego and far away i would cry to. well thanks for the pic i love looking at people ouse to, good luck and take care tell mike good luck and ae you guys goignto the reuion in aug? see ya love ya

Clenece said...

I am so glad to hear you meet some more people. I hope tomorrow you have fun if you go hiking. I hope the your emotions get better...but DON'T try to hide them...just let them out! I love you and just know you can call me anytime. Good luck, and enjoy the time you will have with family and mike for the next couple of weeks!

Dave and Natasha said...

I would be feeling just like you too! I'm glad that you met some people too! I bet you will make so many friends in no time, you are the cutest person! I wish we had lived on the same street so we would have hung out more, it's sad that because we lived on the next street we really didn't see each other much!

I am jealous of your house, it is sooo cute! I bet you are loving how much space you have!

*/ Jillian said...

erin, I totally get where you are coming from. It's so hard to move away from your fam and everything you are used to. But you will ajdust and if you do ever move back I bet it wont feel the same to you anymore. Hope you get feeling better!

kwBALE family said...

i don't know if you would.. but if you ever need to talk, you can call me up. if you feel comfortable enough. I'll always be here to listen.